Where to begin...

I don’t even know where to begin. And the point of all this is, it doesn’t even really matter in the end.

How do I tell you that my life will never be the same, without you thinking my intentions are more than they really are? How do I tell you how thankful I am for the time we’ve shared? How do I express my gratitude to someone I know my time is limited with?

This is how...

You,my friend, are an amazing individual. I’m sure you realize that at this point in your life. Everyone who comes in contact with you must surely feel the same. You are here for a  purpose, and at least for me, I know what that is.

You changed me. Or I changed me because of you. Or I changed me because I wanted to and you somehow gave me that push…enough just so I could feel my wings catch the wind before the leap. Always in fear of falling, somehow I’ve forgotten how it feels to fly. Within 24 hours of meeting you, my perspective on life shifted. It is no coincidence that we met.  There are NO coincidences in life.

The universe always has a plan. I’d be naïve to think otherwise.

It’s not that you put the ideas in my head, because the ideas were already there. It’s just that something happens when a person allows you to be raw, exposed, without fear of judgement. It is the absolute best release. For so long I have lived my life attempting to please other people because I thought that was what I was supposed to do. I’ve lived a life of irrational fears. Fears that have kept me from becoming the person I was meant to be.  I feel remorse for the time I have wasted. And yet, I know that wasting time on remorse is much worse. So I need to move on. Get on with life. Experience the exhilaration of flying without the fear of falling, without the fear of failing.

I need to feel the wind again, not fear the fall.

I guess what this is all about is really just a thank you.

So..thank  you. For what it’s worth. 

Thank you for seeing me and helping me to see myself again. 

For that I am truly thankful.